So, what lies ahead of me? I have been thinking of the answer, but I have nothing. There is no reason for me to continue living, to continue breathing. She left this world, why can’t I do the same. She left ME. Lily left and she isn’t coming back. All that is left in my life is my dad and he isn’t the laid-back type. I was eating breakfast in the kitchen, while he was reading the newspaper. Everything was silent, until we heard a young woman scream. That was when my life started to go downhill and fast.